My Dear

Hi everyone. It take such a long time for me to create this entry. I just wanna share my opinion and thought. I started to love SS501 since 2010. It hade been two years now. Maybe it is not as long as others Triple S but between this two years i can said that they become part of my life.

I started to know them in early 2010, after watching Boys Over Flowers. I fall in love with the person who act as Ji Hoo sunbae in that tv series. After that i start to search about him in internet. From that time i started to know his real name is Kim Hyun Joong and he is also leader of SS501. I dont really pay attention about the group at first but after one of my friend show me the SS501 Dejavu MV i keep to fall in love with all of them. I keep search about the group profile.

Yeah, this group had 5 awesome members! Since that, i know all of the members name. I slowly can differentiate who is Heo Young Saeng, Kim Kyu Jong, Park Jung Min and Kim Hyun Jun. Even at first i cant really differentiate between Hyun Joong and Hyun Jun^^ Yeah, it hard for me on that time but now there’s no more problem!

But its a bit sad, after a few month i know them, all of Triple S been surprised about the news that their contract with DSP already ended. On that time there was a lot of rumours about them. The words ‘disbanding’ are the words that make me hurt the most! I am a person who dont really like a rumour. I keep telling my self to ignore the bad feeling , keep believing them. They are the first group that i love and because of them i fall in love with kpop. I cant love other group like how i love them :’)

There is about a few months we were surrounded by a lot of rumours. And at the end, 5 of them split into other company further their solo activities! But they already promise to us right that we must keep believing on 5 of them! They will comeback together again one day as SS501 and the most important thing is they never disband!

Until now, we still can heard the members talking and mentioning about ss501! Even now we were split up as Henecia, YES, YhanKyu, Junus And Jung Min fan(he still dont have official fanclub name yet). But whatever it is we are still Triple S! We still can see them supporting each other! Meeting each other and interact between each other ! They brotherly love are forever! Their bonding are really stong. Keep praying they will comeback one day.

It was also a time when i become so touching when heard their song. It is because i miss them so much. But as i said earlier, we are Triple S! We are strong fanchant ever! Even we sad we still supporting them and believing them. Ther e is time where i missing to heard baby voice, i miss young saeng soft voice, kyujong sexy voice, jung min charismatic voice and leader rapping!

Dont u realize that ss501 are different from others group? Thats why its hard for me to forget them even leaving them! For example, there are no other groups that officially called the group leader as leader! Am i right? When they talking about leader the first person come in my mind is Kim Hyu Joong. They also No other group that officially called their maknae as baby as we do. When talk about baby the name of Kim Hyung Jun comes out from my mind with his adorable face^^

Other than that, we also had a very sweet centre who are always showing his love to us! He always mention about ss501 and there is sometimes his default pictures in twitter was ss501. He always mention to us about the important date and even greeting us :’) He is sweet right?

We also had a shy prince who had a very thin voice and cute face. We also had jung min the sexy charisma who always show us his dorky side and sexiness. We also had a great leader who can take care about his dongsaeng well. And the baby who always being bullied by his hyung and had such adorable face.

As Triple S also, i keep believing their different character affect their behaviour. We know rite we had a leader who is hard show his love, but we must believe deep in his heart he love his fan the most. Its hurt when there are some fans who keep bashing him, saying he wanna be the best solo member among all of them?? Why we must keep bashing him while we didnt heard it from his mouth? You know how much tense he must be kept? So stoping bashing. There is also some people said he is arrogant and did’nt smile while meeting fan at airport. I believe as a triple s we really know about all the members character right? So we must now how our leader is. If there is still some people talking bad about leader or other members they are not a real triple s. They still lack in loving ss501.

Even i am Kim Hyun Joong biased but i am also love others members. I know them like how i know leader. I know every members character, i know every members detail. Because i love them as SS501. There no other group that i love like how i love them. I try to love other group and when i already become their fans the group had a problem and my biased from the group forced to leave the group. Yeah, its hurt, really hurt. Then i make a decision that i will become Triple S forever. No need for me to become other fanchant. Its enough for me to like them just so-so. Its more better^^ Love SS501 forever!!!