Just the way they are :D

Now i realize, i have a lot of biased in k-pop world. I really do love some idol. Not every group but there’s a few group that i  love the members a lot. And every person had different characters. Sometimes i already confused with my own self. I’m always keep thinking what is my ideal type actually?? For examples i love Kim Hyun Joong from SS501. The 4D leader! He is my top biased and will forever be my top biased! He had a special character, he is hot, awesome and one thing i can say is he is perfect! But he is a bit shy when in front of people he doesnt close at all. My 2nd biased is Kim Ki Bum, the ex-member of u-kiss. His is the noise type person. He talked a lot a. He is also a strict person. He had leadership. I love how he can controlled every person , he is very dominant person. My 3rd biased is Kim Hee Chul from super junior. The AB type person. As we know AB type person is and odd people. They are so different from others! They had a different behaviour, i love how he can change his mood so sudden^^ cute rite??? I love him because of his seriousness sometimes! That the thing that attract me! My 4th biased is Siwon from super junior! I dont know why, but i really love him. I know he is so handsome but his character attract me more to love him. I love how he treat a kid! He look like a really great daddy! My 5th biased is Seunghyun from Ft island. This guy is awesome! He really can captured my eyes. I really love his voice. Even he is just the rapper of the group but he really had a nice voice. He really do! Just by heard he is rapping i’m already melt. I always replaying the part he was rapping. And my other biased is Jo young Min from Boyfriend. He is too young for me but really love him. First time he was debuting he really catch my attention! Not only because of his blondie hair but because he had the aura that make me love him. And my latest biased is Chunji from teen top. He is awesome! He really catch my eyes! He is cute yet so manly. For sure he had a great voice to^__^

See??? All my biased are different in characters rite??Different with appearance, different with their height! They are so different from each other! It seems like their characters are not linked with each other. That makes me even confused with my self! I keep thinking what is the thing that can attract me to love someones as my biased? One thing i wanna say is i dont like a cute person who love to act cute! U are already cute then why u must to act cute?? Its tiring to see people who act cute. I’m sick of it.

Suddenly i realize, yeah..i dont like cute people who act cute. I checking on my biased list, then theres a few who a had a very cute face like Young Min and Chunjie. But for me they are naturally cute. They dont need to act cute. They are already cute by their action! Same goes to hyun joong. He doesnt act cute, theres sometimes he can be so handsome + cute on the same time. He doesnt act cute. That the reason why i love him.

My biased list also had a leadership. That the thing i love the most. But one thing i wanna say is, i love the leader who are not too dominant, I love the leader who can lead well, no need to controlled other members so much. I love someone who are the leader but he controlled his dongsaeng quitely. He controlled from a distance. He just looking his dongsaeng behaviour. He wil act as a real leader when he need. He doesnt controlled others member like a boss. Kim hyun Joong for sure is a leader of ss501. Then he really act like the leadership character i love the most. When theres is interview, he no need to fight with his dongsaeng to talk. He let his dongseang who is talked a lot compared to him to be the one who spoke. He just stayed and controlled them. He will add something when theres a need. He no need to fight over his dongsaeng who love to talked so much. I know what on his mind, i knew he must keep thinking, i must take care of my dongsaeng, i do my job to lead them well. I will always watch them out. He steps up as the real hyung when he has to. That the most important point :D Same goes to Jo young min. He is the eldeat brother of the twins. But he really look childish + more cute compared to his little brother. His little twin bro,Kwangmin is like the hyung, but at the end of the day, Youngmin steps up as the real hyung when he has to. I love it. Act as the leader when they has to. No need to controlled them to much or trying to draw more attention. U are already a leader, for sure people will always recognise u and payattention on u.

My biased are also a kid lover, just like Siwon and Hyun Joong. They really love kid. I always imperessed on how they can treat a sall kid well. I also love aperson who had a serious face. They are Heechul and Kibum. Had a serious face doesnt mean  they are arrogant. They are super funny actually. Really fun person. ! ^^ And my Seunghyun, he is so sweet. U can feel his sweetness by looking at his face only! Really charming guy with a sweet voice. Love itXD

Here they are^__^

 Hyun Joong

 Kibum

 Siwon n Heechul

 Seunghyun

 Young Min

Chunjie

I MISS ALL OF U DAMN MUCH!!!

I miss ya all!!! I miss ya all!!! I miss ya all!!!! Y_Y

Be my dongsaeng please!!!!!

Oh dear..how come u can be this cute? Grrr...wanna pinch ur cheek...Be my dongsaeng please??? I really wanna be ur noona *lol

you are my everything

Even u didnt know, but i still love u forever!! Whatever it is, i cant love other like how i love u! When i'm happy or sad..i will always remember u. U know, i cant stand when people talking bad bout u. I love u forever and will always protect u ^^

Lucky SS501

Awesome rite? This is a fanmade. I meet this pic while i online two days ago. The fan edit all the members solo album cover and remake it like the cover of  leader 2nd mini album. Nice rite? Suddenly i felt like missing them like crazy! wishing for their comeback next year will daebak..all triple s miss all of u guys Y_Y

LEADER ~~lucky 2nd solo album~~

Oppa~~ why are u so hot! i melting rite now...lol ;p look forward for ur new album! all the best for ya! Fighting~~ saranghae

Jo Twins Moment

Omg~~ such a very long time  i didnt update this blog..doesnt mean i forget out this blog but i'm a bit busy with my study..so now i wanna share a cute moment of jo twins. U know what, even they are twins but it was hard to see their moment together. They rarely sit besides each other or talking to each other . So when they taking pic together i'm quite excited!

Miss Like Crazy

I miss all of u. Y.Y Please do comeback quickly..please...uwaaaa

You Okay then I'll be Okay XD

Thanks God. U are okay, i thought something bad had happen to you. Please take care of urself na?? You are now in thailand. Take care of ur health, i'm a bit worry for u..I know u didnt get enough rest, but please oppa, dot force ur self so much. Oppa, i like ur hair style like this one. Love it!!

Broken Heart

Oppa,waeyo??Why it was so early? I thought it would be next year, but it was next week. Oppa...Y.Y I'm not ready yet, why u tell us so late? Oppa, i'm crying now, oppa..............T.T

Hey you!

Hey you! Do you know how much i love u? Do u know how much i care bout u? Do u know how much i worry of u? I realy1000000000000000000000000000000x love ya! Take care of urself. Thats my wish!

When i'm sad

When i'm in sorrow, this three people will always comes out from my mind. I always wondering if they will really come to me so that i can share my sorrow with them. From past, now and forever i will always need this 3 person to shed up my tears.

They Capture ma Eyes

Bestfriend!

I love this! Really love their new image! =)

You and I love it!!!

Y_Y

KemaruT_T

Yeah, i keep watching this video again and again. How sad to see this to people have to seperate. They are real bestfriend. Kibum and Kevin. I want to see both of u in one stage again. Can i??

to say its normal...its normal =(

Yeah, now it such a normal thing happen. But the feeling in all of our heart is no one know. To say its normal, yeah..its normal..but..only the person that gone through this situation will know the true feeling, the hurtful things ever. It is something that we cant expect, but as long as we can avoid it, we will try to avoid it. It was something aching, that will gone trough in deepest side of our heart.

It happen without counting what group they are, how famous they are, how long they were together, once its happen, it will leave such a big hole in ur heart. This is about the kpop group, about the members leaving, about the disbandment, about the lawsuit problem. It is hurting us! We didnt want this such things happen, but it still happens a lot.

My kpop group that i adore also goes through this problem. It is switching members problem, as i say in my entry before. I'm hurt so much! Sometimes i try to being positive, keep thinking that this is something normal, but its hard.

TVXQ had a lawsuit problems, now only two members left. Super Junior, from 13 members but now only 10 members left. U-Kiss, switching members, two left and two new members were bring in. FT Island, switching one members. CN Blue, switching one members. 2pm, one member left, now they become only 6.

You see, even a big name of idol group have gone through this tragic story. Maybe its hard for us to except fer the first time, but after along time, we slowly adapt to it. The thing happen to SS501 is totally different, they never disband but their going to another company to continue their solo activities. Its bring alot  of bad rumour at first , but after a long times, all the fans can understand! They never DISBAND!!! That the fact, they still together but for now everyone concerntrate on their solo activity first.

I know everyone always keep believing to see their idol to back together again. Same as me..!!5 FOREVER AS 1!!!!

This Is My Tragic Story U_U

Its hurt me so much! That were the only one thing I can said. Really hurt. It was such a bad present i received after a few days of my birthday, when i know about the idol group that i love had a members termination, not just one member, but two members!

Its hurt! I know about this news after two weeks! Such a long time, and once i know it, i felt to cry! Yeah, that my true feeling on that time. The most hurtful is one of the two member that being terminated is my bias! WTF! I love that group because of him!

So how can i continue to love the group after my bias had to left the group?? Many people says to keep continue supporting the group even there were a members replacement, but not for me. I cant continue love them. Thats my decision.

No more love left to that group. I'm hurt! I'm sulking! Because they were being forced to left the group. It was not their willing! Thats the fact that i cant accept. Doesnt the company know that the two guys were such a big help to that group?? I'm totally frustrated! Yeah, so frust!

So, after that bad things happen, the love left for that group on left about 10%. I never listen to their song anymore because my heart will aching so much!

I love the twins^^

This twin just captured my eyes. They were so~~~ handsome. From the first time i saw them, i totally adore them, just like my little bro. *actually they were to young to be my boyfriend^^

This twin were members from rookie group BOYFRIEND. But before this, they were already a child actor and a CF model. So no wonder they have so many fans! *Jo Twins..be my little bro please~~!!!^V^

The most important thing actually they were KIM HYUN JOONG look alike. !! So hot!

The Other ^V^

This are the list of my other bias. The person that capture my eyes! ^^ I cant love the whole members of their group because i have give all my love to SS501 *mian =))

Kim Hee Chul

I'm starteing to love him since last year. I can categories it as the first sight love! I fall in love with him after i watching music bank No Others perfomance.The mysterious guy who cover up all hiseyes with his cap. And start from that time, i'm starting to love him. Yeah, maybe theres a few person who cant understand him, but his style had captured my eyes! He is handsome in the way he is! ^V^

Jung Yong Hwa

I'm started to love him after watching He's Beautiful cos his character in that drama were a bit same with Ji Hoo sunbae!^^ And after watching I'm a loner mv, i can see sometimes he looks a bit like Kim Hyun Joong, maybe from my sight. I also love his husky voice.It isfreakin' nice! =D

Choi Siwon

I love his hot body! His body were freakin' awesome! He also had a cool character, thats why i love him. I know, he is a nice guy.

Song Seung Hyun

I started to love him after watching Maknae Rebellion, He had a good voice and can rap. He can playing guitar well!!

Wanna Be

I wanna be so stronglike both of u! Just want thing i wanna both of u know, i really love both of u! from the past, now and forever!! Saranghae!! =)